May 15, 2011


The past six years have been pretty damn amazing.

The first year, when everything seemed overwhelming and the twins made our lives all about them, I thought I’d never want to go down that road again. The lack of sleep, the irritability, the lack of sleep, the way breastfeeding ruled our lives, the lack of sleep…

There was no way I was going to do that again. But then things started to get easier. I got to sleep a bit more (although I still have not slept past 6:30 a.m. in six years), the kids became more self-sufficient and I began to realize that this could be it. The kids would be 1/3 grown up and I’d be wondering where the time went.

So we began to talk about having another one. The pros and cons were weighed. And the pros were overwhelmingly better than the one con – could we afford another one? In the end, we realized that we wanted another baby and sacrificing monetarily would be worth it.

And just like that, we were pregnant again (my wife is more fertile than than the Amazon rain forest). And while the pregnancy has been happening, I’ve had other things competing for my attention – specifically, opening a brand new YMCA four weeks ago. But now there is no doubt that a baby is coming. Week 36 has arrived and the little one could choose to join us anytime in the next month or so. It’s exciting but… different too.

I don’t have the anxiety that I felt the last time. The unknowns are now better known. I’m a veteran father now and not the rookie I was just six years ago when I was thrust into the part without really knowing what to do or what was expected.

Now I know. At least, I have a better understanding. I know I will be there to change diapers, blow raspberries on bellies and give warm baths. I know I’ll be there to hold a sleeping baby on my belly in the quiet morning. And I know I’ll be there to guide and protect and love.

Fatherhood has revealed itself to me and, I’d like to think, I’m pretty good at it. Maybe this time the new one won’t have to be patient for me to figure this fatherhood thing out. Maybe this time I’ll be able to focus on one baby rather than two and give her the attention she wants or needs. Maybe this time I’ll know that a little dirt won’t kill and exposing her to other people will help her be more social. Maybe this time I’ll be able to run into a Starbucks with a baby on my hip rather than two babies in a stroller. Maybe this time I’ll get more sleep.

Okay, probably not the sleep thing. But all the other stuff? We’re gonna rock it this time around.

I’m ready when you are little one.


  1. So…what about the lack of sleep? ;-)

    Seriously, so happy for you and your expanding family, and I can’t wait for the newest little rhino to arrive!

    Comment by Maura — May 15, 2011 @ 10:47 pm

  2. I am so excited for all of you!!!

    When the time comes, I want to see pictures. LOTS of them.

    Comment by Deanna — May 16, 2011 @ 2:27 am

  3. Congratulations!

    Comment by RobMonroe — May 16, 2011 @ 3:05 am

  4. Congratulations! How exciting for the Big Brother and Big Sister, to say nothing of Mom and Dad! So happy for you all! And as Deanna commented, pictures, please!

    Comment by Krys72599 — May 16, 2011 @ 4:49 am

  5. This is very exciting! And you and your wife are so lucky to have two 6 year old helpers! And your new baby will have not only you both, but the very dear Monk and SP as nurturers!

    Comment by Aina — May 17, 2011 @ 6:56 pm

  6. Only a few weeks to go, how exciting! I’m so happy for you and your family!

    Comment by Sandi — May 19, 2011 @ 7:46 pm

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